Just Stay Out

~~Saturday, July 28, 2007~~

11:55 AM

This whole week was full of ups n downs. =/

The whole of tuesday was really a cohesion day with the guys. Company cohesion at marina south bowling. Then had LAN session (playing CS). Then pool.

Wednesday... where all the crap began. SOC test, i was incharge of set up etc, all went well until i was the dispatcher, a minor screw up that created a hoo haa at the end point. dispatched them wrongly, until my OC was pissed. Nevermind that, then i was in the office when i received a piece of news that i really dreaded. Yes... that piece of news. It really affected me the whole day, was really feeling "neither here nor there" . Bn fatigue i had to take over also even though its not my duty. THIS HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE CASE. then it came to dinner when i marched the platoon out for dinner, yes, my oc wasnt happy the way they marched and i had to kablakang pusing the whole platoon back to coy line. I got pumped and signed 3 for that. The guys of coz felt bad that coz of their marching i had to sign 3 lar. But oh wellz, i dun blame them lar, partly it was my responsibility to ensure they marched properly. Too much happened that day that even the thought of signing 3 seemed numb and nothing.

Haiz... too disturbed by the many issues that was brought up to me that i bottled it up that day. Found out that brooding over it wont salvage anything. Moreover, brooding made me not performing wad a duty sergeant suppose to do and screw up the whole day. Am i a fucked up sergeant? i sometimes really wonder u noe. And im not those type hu goes round telling people im facing with this problem or situation, furthermore to tell my men what im going through? Personally, i dun do that, i tink its kind of a "pussy" act and a weakling to do so. =/

What to do? Whenever my men asked me whats wrong, i just reply "nothing :)"

hopefully i wont give myself away with a lousy act.

*Glen out

living in my own sanctuary.

~~Monday, July 16, 2007~~

1:15 PM

This will officially be my 388th blog post. ha, didnt noe i managed to blog so much crap for these past few years.

Anywayz, i got silver for my 2nd yr nsf ippt! wahaha means i will not be taking ippt and soc for my 2nd nsf anymore! oh wellz, im just 1 chin up short and 1 min for 2.4km for gold. But who cares? im not interested in the monetary rewards.

The tempo for ndp has reached its all time high for me. So much work to do, every thurs and saturdays will be at marina bay. At times, commanders need to be there on fridays. So much has happened the week before's rehearsal that i blew my top on 1 of my men that is assigned to help me out at my area of duty at marina bay. Usually i can control my temper, but that day, i was just so drained and pissed that whatever was happening from morning till the end of the day just made me lose it. Nevertheless, the whole platoon and their joviality will never fail to brighten me up.

ahhhh... as much as i love watching ndp performance, i dread the coming weeks filled of rehearsals. arghx, just stab me.

*Glen out

living in my own sanctuary.

~~Friday, July 06, 2007~~

8:50 PM

Gosh! have been busy lately! am i? hahaha... well really meh?? maybe im really busy and i didnt really notice it until my sispec and ex-poly peeps said i m never or hardly online. zzzz Well, my whole sat i will be at marina bay doing national day rehearsals. By time im done, it will be 1030pm ++... by time i reach home it will be 11pm+ and -ko- onto bed, unless i have last min supper arrangements outside my house or bday parties. Lately have been quite tired and not enough rest too, i dunnoe but constantly be it in camp or out with my buds, they will ask me wads wrong with me, they claim that i looked troubled. Frankly, i also dunnoe wads wrong. =/ oh wellz, sian-ness i guess.

Last Sunday managed to have a sispec section gathering with my sect com. Well At Last! sadly, 2 peeps cant make it, had to attend to more important stuff. haiz, really miss them. The best trainee life in NS i tell ya. As hectic as it can get, we still had fun doing all those navigation exercises together. Re-calling the days we had n laughter of the dumb stuff we did.
My whole sispec coy happened to do some 3 day training at my current camp. Cant believe my ex-OC and other platoon sect coms still remember me. hahaha, although they were from other platoons, they still noe hu m i sia.. haha flatterrrrreeedddd.

Anywayz, thankfully i passed my 2nd yr SOC test! wooo hooo!!! cant believe it. 1st yr i got 9min 51sec, for 2nd yr i got 8min 57sec!! wahahahaa no SOC for the rest of my NSF life!!! Partly was so determined to pass was coz of the remedial trainings my 2IC love to conduct, yes, ran like there's no tmr and for the sake of resting while those hu fail must still attend RT. Of course i will encourage my men to pass and be there for them when they need me. =)

Ohh yea, this yr's movie industry gotta be one of the best eversince lotr.
300 is good.
Shrek 3 is the best shrek i've watched. Laughed non-stop man
Ocean's 13 was cool, yea the dialouges r not those cheap types.
Transformers was a blast!
Blades of glory was lame, but yea soso.
Pirates was a disappointment.
Spider-man 3, i found it nice leh, wads wrong with the critics nowadays.
Fantastic 4, not that fantastic but still watchable.
Ghost rider, i tot it was crap.

Booking in later... there goes my nights out, its either home or out with my men playing LAN. Tmr is another longgggggggg day at marina bay..

*Glen out

living in my own sanctuary.